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The strongest are the weakest by wolfdemonlover20, literature

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The strongest are the weakest

It's hard to always be the strong one. To help everyone in their time of need, to be the one who doesn't cry, to be the one that has to keep her head up high Didn't you know, I'm dying on the inside? Between fake smiles, and the painful laughing, Not once was did I feel it Don't you know what depression is? The part of my brain that experiences happiness - it doesn't connect. I'm incapable of knowing what it's like to be happy Sure, you can take pills, they trick you, make you think you know what happy is It's all just a farce I send you happy texts, I give you needed hugs, I try to keep you smiling -every last one of you But I'm n

Hate by wolfdemonlover20, literature

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Hate

I just can't -can't handle the reality You left me? This can't be real.. I'm drowning, stuck in-between two worlds I don't know what's real anymore I see this world, but I can't feel it Am I really here? Is this even real? Where's the relevance? I thought I was "best girlfriend ever"? Fuck you and your lies I fucking loved you.. You can't leave me here -Like I'm nothing I meant the world to you once! Please don't do this.. I need you! I want to hate you so bad What you did was unforgivable I'm so fucking angry! And I can't hate you?

Murder me by wolfdemonlover20, literature

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Murder me

Hot breaths and deep kisses We just keep getting more heated Each time it's a step further Each time I get more wound You know I love you, right? But I saw the look in your eyes Even through the intoxication, I saw you change I can't help you, can I? Try as I will, we're stuck in this state -of drunken tongues rubbing together, and bodies grinding so closely I looked forward to those moments, Hoping someday we'd go to the final level The level of complete freedom But I saw you -well I'm not sure it was really you We got a little bit rougher -a tad bit more further, and you had murder in your eyes I saw what lies beneath -the other

Diseased and Broken by wolfdemonlover20, literature

Head to heart by wolfdemonlover20, literature

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Head to heart

Do things really get better, or is this just a temporary feeling? Why does it take so much- just to make one person happy? Between the pills, the self destruction, the counseling, and the doctors Are they really helping you? Is this all just a lie? A facade to stop time, time used to abuse yourself? What are you to do, in this world of pain? Is there really any help for me? I don't really know what I feel too distant to tell, what's reality and mind games. I can love a person so hard, and they can love me too It's only a matter of time. I'm never enough, the love slips through fingertips, like silvers What can I do, when I say thi

No cares by wolfdemonlover20, literature

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No cares

I've never felt, quite so alone I keep giving you a chance, but you never change You break my heart continuously, Not even seeming to break a sweat I'm starting to think you don't care I'm always by your side, but you're never here for me It's always like this for me I'm telling you, how you always- let me down You don't do anything other than, give me a meaningless apology You just keep breaking me. I just wanted someone to care, to listen to what I'm going through But there's never anyone at the door..

Can you tell me what are words by wolfdemonlover20, literature

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Can you tell me what are words

What is a meaning? Can you tell me what are words, when they don't mean a thing? And why can't they change the cords -of life? I find it hard to understand, what it means When everything falls apart We can't fix the broken, not when they're spilt in half Why'd you let it go so far? Far enough to reach the stars Unreachable by ones' hand, falling through your mind like sand What do I mean to you? You can tell a person anything, but do you mean it? How would I know, if it's a lie or not? I wouldn't And what do you matter in a world so big? They'll tell you anything and you still wont mean a damn thing

Baby, I remember by wolfdemonlover20, literature

Addicted by wolfdemonlover20, literature

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Addicted

I know you can see me, I'm not invisible Why won't you love me, Like I love you There are plenty of fish in the sea, but I don't care about them I only love you, So please tell me the truth I need to know, how you really feel Because I have no idea, what is real Time keeps ticking, And I'm still sat here, Waiting for your answer, Because I need it You're an addiction, A sick one at that, You aren't good for me, We're both unwell You stick to me, like drugs to an addict, I need you more than most You're my safe haven, I can't function, without my daily dose

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My tears spill by Supach, literature

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My tears spill

My missing you, my wanting you, my needing you still, my hurting, my longing, my tears spill. My loneliness, my happiness, it´s all been said before, my wishing and praying you´d just walk in the door. My love for you, my dreams of you oh if it could only be, then I´d turn back the hands of time and you´d still be here with me. By Suzanne Karbach 19th July 2014

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Feeding on humans isn't written in my genetic code by frightenthelittlesin, literature

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Feeding on humans isn't written in my genetic code

Do you necessarily have to Put the journal and scissor In front of my face? If I am not allowed to have my plate Under my nose - Then why did you have to Give me the meat bloody? I feel queasy. What you let me choke down So merciful Is now knotting in my stomach. I want to remove the Disgusting chunks of flesh Out of my system. (Feeding on humans for lust Isn’t written in my genetic code) I do not push your buttons I just want to have the minimum Of space that you admit to me. You tell me We wouldn’t eat yet- But everyone around Is already swallowing and devouring The other people. Everyone but you. We just do not eat yet. I

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May 14, 1991
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Deviant for 15 years
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Hewwwo, my name is Jasmine. I'm 18 years old. I write both poems and stories. I post my poems on this site and my stories on www.wattpad.com/user/JasmineNi…

Please read some of my stories on that site ^^
I'm looking for feedback and ways to improve my writing skills.

Please be aware that everything I post is rough, unedited and lacking some detail but I do go back and fix when I have the time.

I'm nice, and very caring. I can be moody but not too bad. I like reading, writing, dancing , singing, and just hanging out with friends and doing random things. I'm pretty outgoing too :3

I am here for anyone who needs someone to listen or to talk to.

If you want to know anything else just ask :)

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wolfdemonlover20

Aug 11, 2014

Update

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Hey guys! Incase any of you are actually curious why I'm never around these days, I have several things going on right now. My fiance dumped me a few months ago, my grandpa died earlier this year, and my depression is at an all time low. To be honest I've never actually felt this alone before. I'm to the point where I feel disembodied. Like I know this is my life, the things around me are real, but I don't feel grounded, and this doesn't feel real. Dreams are more real to me.. I'm honestly feeling like I'll never be good enough for anything. I'm moving in two weeks. And I just feel so lost. You ever just feel like you need to get away and

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wolfdemonlover20

May 27, 2014

Bleh

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I'm fine, I'm okay. There's nothing wrong. It'll get better. It wont always be like this. I'll get over it. You'll just have to make up for lost time. Oh no, I'm fine. It doesn't hurt. Nah, I understand. I get it. Don't worry. I can wait. I'll be fine. I'm alright. Nothing's wrong. I'm a big girl, I can handle it. I'm just lonely. I'm so fucking sick of lying to everyone. I'm NOT okay. I WONT be fine. It DOES hurt. I CAN'T keep waiting. I DON'T understand. PLEASE worry. There IS something wrong. It's NOT getting better. It's STILL like this. I CAN'T get over it. You WONT make up for it. I DON'T get it. I'm NOT alright. EVERYTHING'S wrong.

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wolfdemonlover20

Apr 24, 2014

Hey!

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So uhm, how have you guys been? I know I haven't been around much lately, just kinda busy lately. Still no luck on finding a job, and I've been looking for literally over a year now. How in the hell is it this freaking hard to get a job around this gosh darn town xD Buut I'm actually very limited on where I can apply 'cause I don't have any transportation in any way. Sucks balls Other than that, I've been looking up wedding stuff and also helping one of my closest friends finish up the last things she needs for her wedding in June or July. I have horrid memory. I'm just so excited she asked me to be one of her bridesmaids :3 She's really aw